I used to be happy but now I can’t seem to smile

I used to be good at math but now the number’s hurt my head

I used to love my job but now I rather do something else

I used to kiss boys but now I’m spending the night

I used to talk to my parents but now they always forget

I used to talk to my parents about pointless stuff but now it’s always serious

I used to be able to concentrate but now I can’t even paint

I used to be oblivious but now I know who my friends really are

I used to be in love but now I’m heartbroken

I used to be in love but now it’s pointless

I used to only want to make you happy but now I can’t even look at you

I used to have a friend but now she’s not

I used to draw of the person I wanted to be but now I’d rather scribble

I used to sing but now I just hum

I used to bake but now the flour makes me sneeze

I used to laugh loud and open to everyone but now I sit in the back and cry when no one’s looking

I used to be strong but now I’m helpless

I used to be perfect but now I’m broken

I used to be able to dance but now it hurts

I used to be a child but now I’m caught in-between

I used to understand but now I’m just confused

I used to know you but now you’ve moved on

I used to love to eat but now it just comes back up

I used to remember but now I want to forget

I used to love you like a child loves their stuffed toy but now I love you like an adult does to money

I used to need you but now I’m stronger

I used to be your pillow but now I’m your blankets

I used to be your friend but now I am want more

I used to be glad of sunshine or rain but now I don’t care, I just want to sleep

I used to sleep soundly at night but now I wake up screaming

I used to read books but now I read texts

I used to be smart but now I rather go out

I used to talk non-stop but now I listen

I used to be someone you spoke to once in a while but now I know you inside and out